PRIVATE &&. HIGHLY SELECTIVE serial killer indie oc // written by JENNA
IN THE NIGHT
you’re in love with a knife fight
and his LIPS taste like gunpowder.
his h e a r t is a battlefield demanding
attention, his mind a dismantled tragedy,
but his love is like the whole world electric
and the sun laid at your feet.
i'm tired of always chasing, chasing after you i don't give a f u c k about you anyways —— !! whoever said i gave a shit 'bout you? you never share your toys or communicate i guess i'm just a play date to you —— !!
STORY IDEA: YOUR DOOR BELL RINGS AND ITS A PERSON FROM AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE “I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE MY FAVORITE BOOK CHARACTER AND I KNOW HOW IT ENDS AND I WANNA CHANGE IT”
autumn’s leaves swirl;his eyes roll, and it’s too easy to bump fingers with a chapped lower lip. ❝ you foiled my plans–– ❞ he looks like the literal frown-face emoji for about two seconds, before he hums around digits and his tongue laps at knuckles.
❝ you’re fuckin’ freaky, man. ❞ a compliment, believe it or not. well, he tried to make it sound like one, anyway – two gold stars for you. ❝ could at least season me with some peri-peri sauce or somethin’ first man. barely got any meat on my bones anyway. ❞ & there goes his crimson-stained fingers, leading into parted brims as a contented sigh made its way up his throat. he likes this way more than he should, really.
i really want an “i accidentally broke into your house/apartment because my friend lives next door to you and i was in the area, drunk, and i thought i was climbing into the right window and falling asleep on the right couch (and i did wonder when my friend got two cats but i didn’t question it) so now i’m hungover and shirtless in your living room so um hi howya doin” au
’ oh, i don’t really care all that much ! just curiosity. what ? no, of course not. i’m not interested in any kind of romantic relationship. i mean … i’d get into trouble if i tried. i’m not blaming you, but you’re acting as if you haven’t done anything wrong ! it wasn’t very nice, what you said. yes, insecurities. oh .. you don’t have any?sorry. my bad. i thought i could see them in the anger in your eyes, but i guess i’m mistaken. prince charming? who is that ? um … if you say so. so you’re just brooding & bitter then ? with no young adult novel-eque history ?huh. it’s so weird how some humans are born with anger. ‘
“ trouble? do you go to catholic school or are you parents just assholes ? well, it sure as hell wasn’t a compliment, was it ? what can i say ; i say what needs to be said. i find sugarcoating things to be rather .. dull since she’s going to get called out anyway. & i needed to amuse myself so when i saw the chance i took it. & how would you know anything about anger, mr. nonchalance ? google it. or read a fucking book. jesus. how many years were you locked up, again ?no. i’m just not a cliché. i’m whoever i feel like being. the saying ’ evil isn’t born, it’s made ’ is complete bullshit, let me just tell you. ”
